How can I help out?

Donald Bokor (boko7751@uidaho.edu)
Sat, 27 Dec 1997 12:10:31 -0800 (PST)


FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
I'm so tired I feel like beating my head into a wall.
What can I do to help out?
Are the webpages of any use?
This holiday season drives me crazy.
It seems that all I can see are the gluttonous consumers eating our
children's futures, but I also know that Americans give billions in
charity to the needy.
How do I point out our weaknesses without insulting our strengths?
How do I find others to work with so I don't have to feel like I'm all
alone all the time?
Where am I going?
Why am I going there?
Is there anything that I can do here in Moscow, or do I have to go
elsewhere?
I'm sorry for venting.
I love you all.
I want to be part of our family.
And I want to help the healing take place.
Does everybody else have these same doubts and frustrations?
Sonny, can you tell me a little about your community organizing?
Anitra, how did you get started in Seattle?
Pat, I hope school went well this semester.
Virginia, how did you get involved with the NCH?
Bonnie, what appears to you to be the similarities and differences between
activism/advocacy in America and Canada?
Liberty, I'm sorry for driving you away.  I say I believe in openness and
tolerance, but my actions have not been consistent with those beliefs.
Shut up Duck!
Listen to the others.
Learn what they have to teach, and apply those lessons in your life.
I bet you all couldn't tell that I was diagnosed with a borderline
personality disorder.
Or was it manic-depressive disorder.
I don't take drugs for it though, and I'm not undergoing counseling.
Maybe I should.
But who can afford it?
Whatever.

Peace and Love Always (All Ways),
Donald W. Bokor